Hard to trust !

I used to give people the good deeds and that they are innocent and trusted till they prove me wrong !

Many told me that this is totally wrong and that am an idiot to think so !!! and that people tend to be bad and not trusted and that you never ever trust anyone !

I find it hard and can’t think of people to bad an evil and that Allah created people to be good !

BUT – I found myself to be wrong and that almost most of the experiences I got over my life tended to prove me wrong and many would grab any chance to get a benefit out of me and use my trust !

Is it really hard to find trusted person in this world – a person that you can truly trust and know you trust the right person !

Serendipity !

Seriously - No comment :)

Accepting the truth of being wrong !

Why it is so hard for some to accept the truth !!!!

I find it really annoying for those who keep complaining and arguing and disappointed with things and events happen around them – yet they fail to accept the truth especially when they are wrong !!!

They think it is shameful and disrespectful for them to accept being wrong and to accept the truth yet they keep in accusing people around them of what should be done and what shouldn’t be done !

The most annoying is when I tell them and get angry with me and tell me that I am old enough not to talk to people that way !

What way on earth should I use to tell people that they are wrong and for them to accept the pure truth.

What a crazy world we are living !

Alhamdeallah million times

Every day in the morning I see that newspaper guy standing beside the road selling newspapers and magazines on the road to the colleges which make it a good selling point for him – most of the time I do buy from him for the sake of benefiting him.

He stands there from around 7:30 AM till around 2:30 PM everyday - I admire him having to do this job everyday for a sum of money that won’t even be enough for him for a day as I guess he is working with a daily wage !

For few days ago I didn’t see him in his spot and I was so surprised !

When I saw him after 4 days I asked him and he was sick and couldn’t come to work – I was really so sad for him.

It always make me think how much I have to thank Allah for all what I have and never ever think that I have less than what I deserve – in fact I have more than I deserve

Alhamdeallah million times

Happy Birthday Stormy :)

It is my Birthday today

Getting old isn't that bad anyway :p

I wish myself a Happy life Inshallah

My Bad Habit !

It is sometimes ( and for me most of the times ) hard to eliminate things and emotions around you from affecting you in way or another !

I do my best to not let others affect my emotions and feelings – but each time I fail !

I know I have to change this habit because at the end – it is me who is losing and being depressed trying to satisfy others and not myself ( whoever others are – parents, friends, family, …… you name them )


Will I be ever able change this in me !!!

Allah be with Gaza

I know for those who give me a honor and read my humble page will be amazed or even shocked that I as a Muslim / Arabic citizen didn’t even mention what our brothers and sisters in Gaza are suffering from these days !

In fact I won’t blame them – and I won’t even blame myself for this !

Tell you the truth – I have enough hearing and reading about it every day ( I can’t watch it – it is really too too much ) – it is so depressing how it is going on there and no one on this earth is give a dam about them.

Arab are busy with their life – and have no time to give them some attention – till later – just to give them some help not even to take a serious acting who what is happening !

As for me – I will keep with my Duaa – the thing I can do as humble human being

Allah be with Gaza

Gulf Cup 19 - in Muscat 2009

And it started to day – The Gulf Cup 19 – 2009

It is in Oman this year – and it does have a very strong competition on who will win the cup.

Oman will fight like hell to get it this time – as the pressure of the host country is very big on them !

Last Gulf Cup in 2007 which was in the UAE – we got it and it was the biggest event in the UAE that time and the celebrations were all over the UAE.

Hopefully this year Inshallah we will be able to get as well – even though – I know that our team should double the effort that he putted couple of years ago when he won it – this time is hardest.

Good luck to the UAE team and Inshallah they will come back with the Gulf Cup 19

Tom & Jerry

Even though am almost to finish my 34 years in couple of month and enter my 35 – still I never ever can stop watching them !

I dona know what is the secret behind them – but they are from the old amazing lovely ages.

I just watched couple of series for Tom & Jerry after lunch with my nieces and nephews
Tom and Jerry are the only cartoon that I still until now watching them and still laugh even though I know each and every piece of it :)

I feel so so myself watching them and enjoying what Jerry keep doing to Tom. I admire Jerry for his smart and evil troubles he puts Tom in and I feel so sorry and sympathetic for him having to be in all this troubles – poor Tom

Anyway – I am sure that there are millions out there who share with me this feeling – and am sure they can laugh as much as their kids when they watch Tom & Jerry

Happy 2009

Wish all human being on this earth a Happy New Year

Wish that 2009 will be better Inshallah

Magnificent end of 2008

And I got it – Finally am done with my master degree.

I got my result of the last subject and am done wooooooooooow

I really feel so so relaxed. Alhamdeallah

I am so so happy – and my parents were so happy and excited.

I had a surprised party at work – my sister did it for me and it was so lovely ( check some of the pictures )

I need now to do my graduation eligibility papers and check when is the ceremony.

I feel so wonderful to end this year 2008 with such great news and the feeling of achieving something big for me. Alhamdeallah Alhamdeallah

Couple of weeks ago

The National Day holiday and Al Eid holiday was such amazing break ( 14 days ) – even though I had to go through my final exam in the middle of the holiday ( which made it impossible for me to travel ) yet I had a great days after it.

I went with my sister for couple of days to Dubai alone in a Girls Day out ( check some of the pictures ) and it was such amazing time I spent it with my sister going out together – watching movies – shopping – eating outside – and being late :p it seems that I am gona make this something to be done from time to time :p it does worth it :)

So – it has been two weeks after that break and I had too much work to go through – lots of pressure of work and events to work on with such short time. But the good things that I had a great team that we manage things together and get things to be done on time – Alhamdeallah.

So before this year gets to an end – I hope I got good news to start with the New Year.

I am waiting for couple of things and Inshallah I will hear them soon. So pray for me

37 UAE National Day

Live my country, the unity of our Emirates lives

You have lived for a nation

Whose religion is Islam and guide is the Quran

I made you stronger in God's name oh homeland

My country, My country, My country,

My country God has protected you from the evils of the time

We have sworn to build and work

Work sincerely, work sincerely

As long as we live, we'll be sincere sincere

The safety has lasted and the flag has lived oh our Emirates

The symbol of Arabism

We all sacrifice for you, we supply you with our blood

We sacrifice for you with our souls oh homeland

Relived feeling !

Sometimes you don’t know if certain decision you took is good or bad especially when you feel sorry taking after awhile, and turn out to be the best decision you took over the time !

This is what is happening to me now; I made the decision of leaving the banking sector 2 years ago and moved to the education sector and now I just realized how it was for my good when I am starting to hear how some banks are releasing many of their employees and giving them a time period to find another job, after the late economic crisis that affected many banks. In fact some of them are friend of mine and I really feel sorry for them.

I am really relived of that regret feeling that I was having for long time.

It is very hard to live with unsecure job !

Sharjah World Book Fair ( SWBF ) 2008

And it ends today :(

Sadly I didn’t have a chance to visit the Sharjah World Book Fair ( SWBF ) 2008 this year, I was very busy the past week that I hadn’t have time to give it a visit :(

This Book Fair consider to be one of the biggest in the GCC that grab the interest and attention of thousands of the book shops and publishers around the Arab world in specific and the world in general to be part of it.

I was planning to give it a visit, and already prepared my list for books I wanted to buy and it ends today with no chance for me to visit.

It seems that I am gona find a way to buy this book, and plan in advance for my visit next year Inshallah.

Sharjah World Book Fair ( SWBF ) 2008

The Fourth Anniversary Memory

It is the fourth anniversary memory of my Late Father Sheikh Zayed Bin Sultan Al Nahyan.

It hasn’t been the same since he left use, and the world won’t be every the same.He gave us and this land something that we will never be able to thank him for whatever we did.

Rest in peace Inshallah and May Allah have you in the heaven

“ The Feast Roses “ by Indu Sundaresan

Currently reading “ The Feast Roses “ by Indu Sundaresan which is kind of completing of the story in her previous book that I read it “ The twentieth wife “

As much as I love and enjoyed the first book, and having amazing awesome time reading this story. it complete the wonderful love story of Jahangir and Mehrunnisa when they got married after their suffering during the first novel and also give a sight to another amazing love story of Taj Mahal, of course with a huge insight to the political and social life in the Mughal Empire at that time.

I am still in the first 100’s page and can’t wait to get to the end.

It is highly recommended for those who like such type of novels

Dubai's e-police

Dubai's e-police probe 222 internet crime cases

شرطة إلكترونية تجوب الإنترنت

Without doubt this is a very good step from Dubai Police to stop all kind of deception especially after the late case that affected the banking system.

Protection against the electronic criminal is something that should have been started long time ago, but late is much much better than never !

The question that raised by many: Is it only against money deception or it will also against opinions freedom ?

I wonder !!!!!

I am really proud that we have such system in UAE and much proud of what Dubai Police is doing to keep this part of the world peacefully to be part of.

I really wonder !!!!

Sometimes you reach the limit when you feel that you can’t accept anybody any more to whatever level !

It is kinda of hard to know people unless you are close enough to find out the hidden parts, which most of the time aren’t what you are looking for. And you have to start the journey again !
What the hell with all these people out there who doesn’t have even the minimum limit to understand people around them !

Or is it me who is the wrong, and everybody else is right ?

I really wonder !!!!

Never learn from my mistakes !

How much does it hurt to find out the some people around you aren’t as you think they are !

Well, it does hurt a lot, and it hurts more to know that they have been liars and their other face is so black to look to.

Is it really hard to trust people ??? Is it so hard to believe in people ???

But this is how we learn and this how we tend to try to avoid mistakes next time.

The problem is, I never learn from my mistakes and do almost the same mistake again and again !